Viki you are not ugly, and do you think that maybe this distance you put between yourself and them might be the problem, maybe it's time to take another tact.
Why do all my boyfriends cheat on me and/or leave me for someone else?
Cause your too sweet of a girl and its not you trust me its them or maybe you haven't met the right man yet
Dont worry, its not ur fault, ur beautiful, ok? Guys who cheat/leave girls who r nice and smart and... Well u get where im goin... Anyway they're just idiots! If sum1 cheats it shows that they dnt care bout eithr girl/guy. If they leave u then they dnt feel a connection (or theyre just plain idiots who jump from girl/guy 2 girl/guy) so, dnt worry it just means u havent found ur rite match yet.
Poor girl. This happens to me, too.
You probably have very low self-esteem and are choosing to be with the wrong people for you .. For that reason. If you have a higher opinion of yourself and what you deserve in life .. You'll find someone who respects you and is right for you.
I can,t think it,s you dear. Boys at a certain age don,t know what they want and their hormones goes in all directions.
I don't believe that monogamy is natural, and fighting that may be part of the problem. Instead of trying to give a finite amount of love to just one person, maybe you should consider polyamory. Cast your net wider and find several people to share your love with simultaneously.