As I lost my brother and sister many years ago now, all I could do was grieve in my own way. Just try to remember her in a happy way and she'll always live on in your heart. I know mine do. Time will heal but just never forget the good times ! Every time you do, she will be alive inside of you ! Hang in there. Takes time.
I just found out my sister died? Just got a call, I feel empty... Really no question, I just... What do I do? She meant everything to me. What did you do or what would you do if you lost someone close?
Roy, honey... I'm really sorry.
I can try to help, okeh? ^-^ Hun, I don't want to sound cliche or anything but I want to tell you what happened with dad. A little after I was born, (my parents had me at a very young age.) My dad's mom died, I had a hole in my heart and was supposed to go in for an appointment that morning. My dad was at work when his mom died and my mom was at home with her and me, I guess? My grandma had come to my mom in a dream telling her she needed to wake up, when mom tried to hug her she said she couldn't touch her. Mom got up and found her dead... My dad believes his mom died and saved me, because after she died, I went in for my appointment and the hole in my heart was gone, I was... Okay.... You believe the in spirits and the supernatural like i do, Roy, you told me that... I find comfort in it, so does dad. Sweetheart, in time things will get better. You can remember her for now... Sorry about my ramble.
First, I'd like to say how sorry I am for your loss. I have lost many people over the years, and there were some things that helped. Everyone grieves in their own way. Each unique unto themselves. I would say gather those around you who you love. Be kind to yourself. Focus on being there for your family, and allowing them to be there for you. Do not feel bad or guilty about anything. You are a good sibling, and friend. Honor her memory in all that you do. Live the best life you can. I will keep you and your family in my thoughts, wishing you all strength and love during this difficult time.
I'm so sorry for your loss. All great advice. Stay close to dad and continue to talk about your good memories. It will be a roller coaster of emotions. Time will help.