Well, you can turn gay...Why would you want to be girly, anyways? Your a man. You should be proud to be a man. I would.
What can I do to feel girly or like a girl?
In my opinion there nothing wrong to be a gay as long as you respect your self and the other people. Anyway, You can feel to be a girl through natural feelings and by acting or doing what the girls does do.
Nothing. Don't do it! Don't even think about it!
Be yourself, where what you think looks cute, or stlyish or whatever you wanna call it. Always shower look fresh each day do your hair-gell or whatever. Dont cross any boundires with any other guys. Come out of the closet the way you feel is the right way either in person, or a letter. Never a text or email then you wont be able to get your true reactions you may be looking for. Good luck.