I'm a guy, but I know what you mean. Maybe you're just trying to figure out who or what kind of person you really are
I think that it is OK to think you were born the wrong way, but you were born right. Don't get surgery, just embrace that you were born a little different.
Never change who you are, even if you are a boy but have the body of a girl, and even if you are a lesbian or a gay person don't let people judge you by what you look like, they don't have your body so they should never judge you for how you are born. FIGHT FOR WHAT YOU BELIEVE IN.