If you are a Christian then you know the answer which leads me to believe you are looking for the shock factor here..... Your not gonna get it.
But I am used to my ex even though he hurt me so much times. I'm a Christian by the way. And he's Muslim?
You are a sexual slave?
He is an ex that hurt you. Walk away, better yet run. Cut off all contact. Abusive people know how to manipulate people. Avoid getting manipulated. It doesn't matter what you are used to, you need to find a new path and get used to not being used, abused, and manipulated. And religion doesn't matter in this at all.