You never move on or forget... You just live each day into the next until it becomes less stressful/painful/less fresh in your memory/ies. Some days you will not remember or feel as much and others it will be as if it just happened. At least this is how it is with me after losing a third of my family one after another. As I said you never move on without them being somewhere in your head.
That must be hell, it's not so much you get over it you just learn to live with it. They say time is a healer but it's not always.
Women want true love from a boy. ..I am a girl and I know what a girl feels when the boy she really loves cheats on her .. Just do your job give respect