Not a question, a statement My husband passed November 1, 2011 I have wonderful memories but I actually want to be alone, I stay in the same chair I slept in when he laid in his hospice bed in our front room with pictures of him all around me?

Sorry about your losses and this is how you chose to grieve during your period of loss which is perfectly normal and tell people this is what you chose to do to help you get on with your life. Everyone is different and most I tell to plant a tree in honor of their loved one in a special place so you can talk to them when you need to and this has helped so many or so they say. Do what you need to here and take all the time you need as God understands and don't worry about what others may think as one day they will be in your shoes. Again, my sincerest condolences for your loss and good luck