my gay friend kissed me when we was at his and i was shocked that he likes me after that day i've been thinking about him in a sexual way why am i thinking this?

Your thinking this because it gets lonely under a bridge. 😔 Get back to school kid. Get an education and become useful member of society.

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cause he kissed you