It's Never easy to lose a family member or close friend, but trust me Flora it does get easier with time. Hang in there you'll be okay. :)
One of my closest friends left me yesterday without even telling me why. I miss him a whole bunch, and I can’t stop thinking about him. I love him like a brother. What should I do to make myself feel better?
I am so sorry you are hurting. We all know what your feeling. We have all been there before. Wisdom from age would tell you very rarely does one get to keep a friend from high school or college. But I don't think that would help your peppered heart. 😔 My real advice to you is (if he really does mean that much to you) dont hold a grudge. Love him through this because chances are he is working something difficult out in his life. That's if he comes back. If he never does, still don't hold a grudge. Not all friends are like that and the next friend don't deserve to be "punished" for something this friend did. Plus if your not holding on to anger and grudges... Then YOU are ultimately free. Free from anger. Free from resentment. Free from pain eventually. No matter what know that the night can not last forever.... The sun will rise again. ☺
