how do you get the will to get up back and do the things you have to do everyday? i mean,after going through something that changed your state of thinking and living?

thanks for it all. 4/14/2020 update------ 2015 start date, that's 5 years down. I'm 18 now and cringing at my past answers. I'm also happy to see the regulars are doing well and mourning others.