By reading what you wrote, it seems to me that you already are but remember those who live in the past have a hard time moving forward and maybe that's all youll ever see of this girl. Who knows what can happen in the future
I remember in 2010 when I took a trip down to Clearwater Florida looking in shop places and suddenly a multiracial girl walked by and waved at me. I waved back at her and somehow I felt a crush. How can I re-live that?
Yes i know that and it was a good memory. I'm real sure it can happen again.