Do you ever get so mad that you just wanna....URGH!!!! I can't speak up, and I can't cuss on here because it'll probably get removed. *mini tantrum* I'm sorry for wasting your time. Do you also get mad when other people get mad?

Can I answer this? I dunno. But I just have this fuming anger in me that won't go away. I mean I can let it go, but I don't want to. Yesterday I cried until my eyes hurt, and today I'm super angry. It always seems like something is up. I just--UGH! I wanna punch things I want to act like an angry person. But then my mom will come in and ask if I'm angry and I'll have to say no. Then she'll leave and get angry and start complaining about all of her personal problems that have happened to her over the last two decades and how she has to live the bad life all over again and, "I shouldn't have married this one, he's just like the last one." BLAH BLAH BLAH. I'm not angry about that, it's about something else. But I just want to say what I feel and then they might get me a psychiatrist or whatever it's called. Like I went through this period where I cried a lot. My mom cleaned my room and it was unexpected and it just made me so angry because it makes me feel like I'm not in control. So the next couple of days I cried a lot and she was all like, "Do I need a therapist for this one, too?" I just feel like I can't be angry when I want to and sad when I want to. Then when she rants all I can think is "It's not fair, why can't you lock your feelings away like the rest of the free planet? Why do you have to yell so the rest of the free world can hear you?" This isn't what makes me mad either. Actually all of this makes me mad, but it's not really why I'm fuming right now. I'm sorry for my rant, but I dunno. My mom isn't abusive or anything. She is one of the sweetest people that you will ever meet. It's just sometimes things get on my nerves and...Yea.