Is it weird that im really into war history like massacres and genocides , its not because I like people dying but its interesting and sad and im interested in emotional sad history?

Not at all. I personally like stories like that too. They are always full of drama and hard core emotions. Even though they're most dramatized, they are always so nice and interesting to read or watch. Mostly because my life is kind of boring at times and it's great to find lives who aren't as boring as mine.