I think you know the answer to that is there any other reason you like to dress up n Girl clothes I have a friend that for years would do the same thing you do but that was his way of finding himself he kept saying he wasn't gay and he even dating a lot of women(Fine azz Heck) He told me afterwards that when he dressed up like a women he got a lot of attention Good and Bad and thats all he wanted but it also help him realize thats being who you are is not a bad thing. I'm a Girl and sometimes I like to dress in boys clothes for comfort though. Stay true to yourself your the only one that have to live your life.