I have enjoyed more than one relationship as a submissive and it can be very rewarding, However, it has to be something both partners want. If you just want to be submissive and your husband wants you to be his equal it won't work because he'll just think you're a wimp.
In my submissive relationships my partner has been responsible for making the decisions. This requires total trust. You have to know that s/he will only have your best interests at heart. I have in the past handed over control of my social life (where I go, who I see), my sex life (frequency of sex, type of sex, orgasm control), my food (what to eat, when, how much), my clothes (what to wear), my exercise (what type, how much, how often), etc. I have also allowed my partner to punish me if I disobey his rules. Such punishments can be physical (spankings, not being allowed to sit) or psychological (being deprived of privileges).
This may not be the type of submission you're looking for, but I always found it very satisfying. If you'd like to know more, give me a "shout".
In my submissive relationships my partner has been responsible for making the decisions. This requires total trust. You have to know that s/he will only have your best interests at heart. I have in the past handed over control of my social life (where I go, who I see), my sex life (frequency of sex, type of sex, orgasm control), my food (what to eat, when, how much), my clothes (what to wear), my exercise (what type, how much, how often), etc. I have also allowed my partner to punish me if I disobey his rules. Such punishments can be physical (spankings, not being allowed to sit) or psychological (being deprived of privileges).
This may not be the type of submission you're looking for, but I always found it very satisfying. If you'd like to know more, give me a "shout".