Beginning of this year, I broke up with this awesome guy because I felt I was a sh*tty boyfriend (mental health has been bull, and that's mainly why, but I'm doing tons better, and am even off meds and doing awesomely (completely different reasons, this happened only recently)), but I find myself heartbroken still (even though I was the one to do it). You know how you get homesick, but for a person? Well, here's the catch: He was shipped off to Korea around the same time, so we can only talk through messenger. I want to tell him how much I miss him and sh*t, but I kinda don't want to be the one who says it first? I'm a mess over this dude, and I can't seem to move on, but when it happened, we sort of mutually agreed it wouldn't work out and stuff, but is it better for me to keep my mouth shut, or should I just get this off my chest?
