Your too young for a serious relationship. Work on yourself before bringing a guy into it. You don't even have a clue who you are yet.
. I like African guys. But this man has made me smile and shy. I don't know what to do. My hands sweat when I see him and by belly starts to rumble. And I feel physically sick. I'm scared I also shake when I think about the man?
Looks like you like to be intimidated and led?
Those sound like symptoms of a heart attack.