Sometimes, I want revenge but I know I can't do anything. There are times people hurt me and I cry when I try so hard to keep a straight face, I feel weak. I hate that feeling.
hopelessness, or getting your hopes up then suddenly they come crashing down.
That would be the feeling you get when you attempt suicide by jumping off a tall building and then change your mind on the way down.
The worst feeling . . So many feelings could be worse . . .
Like each time you return from school in fear of an a**hole that don't deserve to be called father. To live in insecurity of his violence & not being able to guess what's waiting for you in home. & you be child enough to not be able to defend yourself or express yourself loud.
To be innocent & some eyes look at you as guilty.
To know someone has a problem & you can't help them.
Not being able to be there when someone needs you
And that you fail an important event or to lose a big opportunity
Seeing your spouse hooked up to a ventilator, in a coma, and being told he can die.
He did not and is doing fine now.