Youre going to have to learn here that "its not having what you want but wanting what you have" and the grass, no matter how tempting, is NOT greener on the other side. By your comments you're making, you really truly aren't all that much into your current BF and may be looking for someone new and fresh here so you have a decision to make. Love is like life, not all decisions are that easy to make but one must find a way to do it but usually I tell people that when in doubt don't do it. Good luck
