Don't ever quit talk about it with someone you trust the most. Just remember that you'll get through it
How do I counter my conditions? I cannot rely on my parents, nor the medical field. It seems I am doomed to depression, and condemned to die this way. I have trouble seeing past any of this.
Find that one friend you trust and talk about it with them... If you think you have no friends, there is always one. I am much like you. I just constantly talk about it with my only friend. It seems to get better over time. Hope I helped :)