I have a crush on a boy, but I have anxiety and I am terrified of even saying hi to him. If he simply asks me to borrow a pen I go all awkward and bright red. Shall I forget about it and let it be a dream?

Never give up! Even with something small, I was the same way, trust me... I had a crush on this really amazing (at first) guy and I was nervous to speak to him too. Not even kidding you with this, the fore thing I said was "Sorry" because I accidently, hehe, ran into him in the hall!!!! I freaked out but I didn't give up and let it be a dream. You wanna know what happened? I talked to him, started out small, I was nervous, yes and shaky but I pushed through... Because of that, I ended up dating him... *^^* Don't give up, please. You should start out with small talk and work your way up. :)