Have you ever had an experience in your life where YOU truly scared yourself ? I can't remember much of last month and I know that's over now but it put me in hospital for 4 days . I was mixing some heavy meds with alcohol and I was lost.

First time I saw combat I scared myself and the others with me ! We were scared to death !

No Jaimie, I can't say that I've ever been in that predicament. I don't know if it's just that I've seen things like that for so many years, or just had it pounded into my head throughout my career, or what, but I'm thankful that it's not something I've experienced. I don't know if you ending up in the hospital was by mistake, (meaning you were took the meds and were drinking not knowing or understanding what could happen) or what was going on, but I'm very glad to see you here. Now, I hope all is well with you and don't do that again....cos I said so! :/

what do u mean by scared yourself if you mean have i ever been in a state of fear of course everyone has

Finishing question cos wasn't enough room :/ I was given anti anxiety meds and I still drank wine cos I do ... And I take sleeping aids on occasion. I started mixing up past with with reality and now I'm being treated like I'm on a suicied watch or something.. UM NOPE.

Yes last week after the snow came I was going into work and I was short of cash and had four slick tires. So I spun out three full circles aND a one eighty ending in my original lane facing the wrong way. I saw my life blinks in front of my eyes.

As a matter a fact yes. It was about half a year ago, forgot what it was. And don't ever do that again ok Jaimie :) I've been acting like a parent for the past year, do I have to do the same to you and give you lectures again? ;)