CONTINUED
We broke up. We kept talking though. I'm dating someone now here in NC and it's been six months and I've defended my friendship with the CA girl more than I should and have slowly come to the realization that I'm still in love with the CA girl. I feel so bad. I want to be in love with the girl I'm dating now but I can't help but feel something for CA...what should I do? I can't actually date the CA girl we live too far away.
And the girl I'm dating now is head over heels for me. It sucks because I really want to feel the same way about her but I just can't, not right now at least.