Does Anyone Want To Be Alone Forever?

I do, I just think maybe it'll stop the pain. If your alone you can't fall in love, right? Not truthfully anyway. Then your heart can't be broken. No one can hurt you that way if you alone can they? No only you can. Also I guess that I don't know the true meaning of love because everyone says it's the most wonderful thing ever, but whenever he said he loved me if just hurt, I said it back because I did love him and even being with him I had the most joy yet the sadness was to over powering.... I just wish we never broke up....

Sorry for going on a bit...

I... I... I like people, sometimes, but I guess I wish more people could be like me, in the sense that I can just sit and relax, and not feel the need to talk about the boring mundane details of my life. Like, let's cut the small talk. Let's talk abstract. Let's speak poetry tonight and forget it tomorrow and love each other anyway.

I want to be alone forever. I haven't been hurt so bad where it's crippling and makes me scared to be with someone... It's just that I tend to find that I would enjoy being alone versus being with someone. I don't believe in marriage and I hate children. I mean sure I think about it but its just not for me. I think focusing my time and energy on schooling and career is the right way to go.

No way. I can't stay alone. I dread being alone.

I want to alone forever because its just so peaceful! People annoy me with their opinions and judging me!!! : )