I don't think this is a dating site sorry :(
Try eharmony, or something like that. BTW, guys don't like people who are desperate, that's kind of how you sound.
Blurtit is NOT a dating site nor a lonely hearts website, so try elsewhere and good luck. If you're a minor watch out as many Pedophiles monitor these sites looking for people just like you with this kind of question. So be very careful.